Disguise

Minggu, Juli 17, 2011

Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside
You will never measure up, to those people you
Must be strong, can't show them that you're weak
Have you ever told someone something
That's far from the truth
Let them know that you're okay
Just to make them stop
All the wondering, and questions they may have

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Have you ever seen your face,
In a mirror there's a smile
But inside you're just a mess,
You feel far from good
Need to hide, 'cos they'd never understand
Have you ever had this wish, of being
Somewhere else
To let go of your disguise, all your worries too
And from that moment, then you see things clear

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Are you waiting for that day when your pain will disappear?
When you know that it's not true what they say about you?
Couldn't care less 'bout the things surrounding you
Ignoring all the voices from my wall

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time
To figure things out
Not telling lies
I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know
What's yet to comeI'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time
To figure things out
Not telling lies
I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know
What's yet to come
Still we don't know
What's yet to come


Well, itu yang gue rasakan. Itu yang gue rasakan. kosong. Kadang gue merasa gue gak punya siapa-siapa--bahkan temen tempat sharing aja enggak. Gue selalu dan selalu menyimpan semuanya sendiri. Pahit, manis, asem.. semuanya gue telan sendiri. Makanya, kalau sakit tetep aja sendirian. Kenapa? karena gue tidak bisa dengan luwes bercerita pada teman apa yang gue alami. Gue bergolongan darah A sih. Apa hubungannya? Gak ngerti juga gue. haha

Percaya gak sih apa yang gue--kita tulis belum tentu apa yang sebenernya terjadi? Contohnya 'haha' apakah ketika gue menulis 'haha' itu gue ketawa beneran? belum tentu.

Percaya gak sih apa yang gue--kita tampilkan di muka kita itu bener-bener yang kita rasakan ? Contohnya menangis dan tersenyum. Apakah ketika kita menagis tandanya kita sedih? Gak juga.

Mungkin, ini sepele. Lo juga pasti pernah baca tulisan kayak begini sebelumnya. Gak usah aneh. Karena ini memang nyata dan dekat dengan kehidupan kita. Semua orang juga pasti pernah ngalamin ini.

Semuanya gak seperti apa yang terlihat. Jadi, apakah lo percaya tulisan gue ini? Kalau lo percaya apa yang lo baca, mending lo gak usah baca apa-apa (pepatah kuno).

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